Black Sheep

I should keep my thoughts to myself. Something I have realized is that I have entirely separated myself from the 'outside' world. I have this urge to be solitary. Alone time seems to be the only time that I am actually thinking consciously. I have made this label for myself in my family as the 'black sheep'. It never seems to workout with me and my family and I understand that. It was ever since I could remember as a child, I always saw everything in a completely different way as everyone else. My anger only follows as natural defense to defend my point of view, but that itself is the problem. I am going to lose focus every time I fail. I am going to direct my anger to any opposing thought or feeling. I am going to evolve this way hopefully I will evolve to find the positive aspects, but only time can tell. Where can I go to find myself?

It Begins...

Everything that doesn't matter always has an ending, but something that is truly genuine will always exist somehow, somewhere, someplace, Always. I don't know who I am yet, but who I am now is still being molded, I am still being programmed. I am like a prototype machine that is going through maintenance and everything I am doing is to make the next move a better one, until finally my soul, who is the engineer of this machine, will be able to allow me to be on my own and fulfill my purpose. I will forever strive to find the balance in everything. To  truly define the middle and control myself perfectly.  

Emerging

The creations of God begins at the atomic level. God is an artist. God is everywhere at once, similar to an atom's electrons non-fixed orbit, meaning, an electron can be anywhere at any moment rotating the nucleus. When I reflect on this I think of our Earth being the nucleus and God being the electron. Our nature is to figure out and advance. We are not trying to figure about how to become God, we are doing what he is probably expecting we'll do... Try to find him.

As Above So Below

Everything is different but same if you take the time to look for the similarities. The water always seems to mimic the sky. When the sky is blue during the day the oceans are blue as well. At night when space is visible and dark the water becomes dark as well. In space, as in water, humans cannot survive in our natural bodies alone. In both environments we have transport vehicles and suits to protect us from these areas that cannot sustain human life. We are in the middle of this 'universe'. We have evolved in the right place at the right time, that is evidence that we are here for a reason. I have a feeling that somewhere in space there is a civilization that believes the same. When you take water and dirt and mix it, it will make mud. With mud you can alter the physical properties and make different shapes of different proportions. There are different animals of different sizes and different shapes. All of us are the same in what we're made of, flesh and bones. Any living being can look different or be of different color or be twice your size or maybe even half your size, that doesn't mean your different.

A Thankful Day

Today is my 18th Thanksgiving on this Earth and I have a lot to be thankful for. I am thankful for a mother that will always love me and never stop. I am thankful for a beautiful sister who is awesome, who is like a big brother but the female version. I am thankful for a girl friend who is amazing and understands everything and never judges me. I am thankful for my grandmother who isn't with us anymore with life, but will always be with us in spirit. I am thankful for my father, who even though I know the least, he will inspire me the most. Last but not least I am thankful for my birth, because without it, I would've never been a part of the most amazing family in the world.

Great Days Await

I haven't posted in a couple days, but fear not, I am here. It's a beautiful day outside and this time of the year is the best time to get out there and be with nature. Go for a walk or ride your bike, breathe in the fresh air and live. Now that summer is over you don't exactly have to worry about being cooked where your standing so take full advantage of this cool weather and enjoy it with your family just get out there.

Talk About Crash Landing

Just because your an alien doesn't mean you can't get your license. Unless it's America... Get it?

A Very Smooth Song

This is to you...

The Fastest Conan Talk Show ever

If you don't know who Conan O'Brien is, he was formerly a late night talk show host on NBC, now he has made the transition to TBS and based on this video, we have a lot of laughing to look forward to.

A Girl's Dream Assault Rifle

I know my girlfriend would love shooting this. Say hello to the Hello Kitty AR-15.

How To Be Free

Unknown Understanding

You will never begin to understand why I am here. I have found myself cornered in by me many times. Each and every day I find myself discovering something about life that I didn't understand the day before. This code, this puzzle that I am trying to figure is so complex that sometimes I just want to quit, but there is something inside telling me that I am here for a purpose far beyond anything I could have ever imagined. When I am alone, by myself and I don't have anyone around me to impress or anyone to waste my time on, when it's just me, I do and figure out the most amazing things. There is a fire inside of me that's burning to the temperature equal to the earth's core and that is what is keeping me alive, that is what is keeping me in this fight, this fight to figure out what the truth really is. When I say 'truth' I mean everything, every conspiracy that man has created, every lie, every truth, every theory, everything that runs our beliefs and our opinions. I am a man that has mastered the art of lying and it has consumed me entirely, I want to free myself, but in order to do so, I must free everything else. Soon I will unlock a level of consciousness that I have never experienced. I catch a glimpse of it every time I fall asleep and wake up, all I have to do is bring it to my reality and look deep into myself and my subconsciousness and start rebuilding me from the inside out.


-My Thoughts 

Round Is Better Than Squared

The average layout of a home consist of squares and rectangles. When you think about natural disasters such as, hurricanes, is a 180 degree wall really the best way to secure you structure? Think about it... You have a straight wall being hit by 100 mph winds, the wind is going to push against that wall and eventually will manage to knock it down, but what if it was round. A circular structure being hit by strong winds would withstand it a lot easier. Instead of the wind pushing against the structure, instead it would push around it, making it last longer and your house won't come tumbling down.

These homes are presented by www.Helikondesign.com.

The Universe

Space has and always will be the most fascinating aspect to me. Beside our own solar system there are many areas of space that we don't have a lot of understanding about, but the beauty of it all is just what keeps us looking and discovering. Space is infinite and that's unbelievable and awesome.

Helix Nebula's:

College 101: What to know

Going to college is not only taking a big step in life, but also taking an initiative in being organized. You must put alot of time into it and learn how to balance your daily life. Each day you are responsible for waking up early, completion of all homework, go to work, come home and study and ofcourse sleep, preferrably early. It sucks believe me I've been in college for a while now, but you just have to get used to it. The ongoing routine will soon tend to get aggressively boring, so make sure your doing different things each day. Have fun on a daily basis to keep your brain refreshed, your brain loves when your in a good mood. Anyone who is about to embark on the college journey, don't worry, just relax and make only fun it. It'll be over before you know it. Have fun!

Iron Man

Who I want to be in ten years

Kool-Aid Men Oh Yeahh

750Li

BMW has really got much heart pumping with this sedan.

My Kind Of Comedy

Chappelle's Show
Zapped
www.comedycentral.com
Buy Chappelle's Show DVDs Black Comedy True Hollywood Story

Saw 3D

Last night I went to watch the final chapter of the Saw installments, Saw 3-D. I honestly wouldn't say it's a five-star movie, but if your into seeing movies with alot of blood and gore, then on top of that in 3D, then this is a movie for you.

Love This, Need This, Lack This

Dolla Dolla Bill Ya'll

Intro

Hello This is Ceaz and welcome to my blog. The only reason I created this blog was to interact with the world, show you my interest and to post random articles and videos to boost your awareness of events and other things that you normally wouldn't pay much attention to on a regular basis. I chose the name 'pick your name' as to say 'choose who you are' and everyone should be whatever they want to be. Spread the word and enjoy!